I am 50% "Oh no! I'm not ready for this baby to come! I hope he stays inside forever!" and 50% "I can't wait any longer! I don't care what his arrival will complicate, I'm ready now!"
And I'm kind of enjoying the duplicity.
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Even though I did not go to class today, I have been crazy productive. The laundry is done, the house is clean, I used a Bath & Body Works gift card online, and I wrote two papers. Plus, I'm having an amazing hair day; I've decided that bigger is better while my belly gets bigger. Anyway, after all of this, I'm still feeling hindered. I have a couple of things that are looming over me, and until I get them done, I'll feel quite a weight on my already weighty frame.
So, that's all I can muster. Just had to tell someone.
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I love those kinds of productive days. And about the baby thing...if you're still conflicted about enjoying the pregnancy and wanting to be done - it is not time yet. It's when there is no conflict about wanting it over, then you know it's the right time. Hang in there, babies are totally worth it.
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