Wow

There's a time in a person's life when it just clicks for her - she's not everything to everyone and she never will be. I feel like I passed that time awhile back (the teenage years were hard on me). However, that doesn't mean that I will let go of the feeling of wishing that I could direct people's lives for my benefit. It's not a life goal, it's not a do or die wish. Just a predisposition to want what I want when I want it. And far be it from me to claim that I am a brown M&M only diva (I'm not), but I won't back down. Never a glimmer of a fade until I deem it so, then it all comes crashing down like a damn building. If I feel I'm wrong, I'll try and man up to that. I'm not wrong on this one, though. Flaunt all they want, I won't take out my fairy princess wand and seal approval with pixie dust. And I'm not wrong because I won't ever say that my feelings shouldn't be felt, that my thoughts should be ignored or that sugar coating is the best response. Never will be.

And if that's a high horse, come on and take a free ride.